broken.

i am failing miserably at this blog, but for good reason. this past week has been nothing but heartbreak-i guess thats not too much to write about.

i lost the first person i loved. it hurts more than i ever imagined possible. i lost him, and i lost four other people who i loved like my own family. my heart continues to break and he consumes my every thought.

i am sweetly broken for sure.

it hurts that two weekends ago we had such an awesome time. totally wrapped up in each other and now this is the end. i have so many questions...if i wasnt so far away would it be this way?

i will always have a spot in my heart for him. that will never change.